My fiance leaves to SERE school and it scares the shit out of me. But the thing that terrifies me even more is two weeks after he leaves for SERE he will be living 20 minutes away from me. This is the first time in 3 and a half years that we will be living in the same place. It excites me but terrifies me … how different will things be once I can see him every weekend, once we can have dinner dates and he can actually meet all the friends I have made here in Jax … how different will it be for our relationship. We will no longer rely on the highs of seeing each other rarely. It scares me but I’m so ready to be with him and have a normal relationship.